I had a very tiring day today physically and mentally though it's holiday, but it was fulfilling. You know the feeling of fulfillment that you actually have a purpose? That is how it felt. While serving God and giving my life unto Him I admit there are some times that I will think of the others things I enjoyed doing but I can not do anyhow any more. Certainly I love exploring new things and traveling and doing extra effort with personalized items for loved ones and friends, plus adventure and arts and beach and many others and I love doing those by myself and with friends. True, I may not have my own time for those that much anymore but my life got a sense of direction and purpose when i finally surrendered it to God. Last saturday i had a great time with my housemates in Gardens by the Bay, enjoying the creation and beauty of God plus walking on a skywalk on top of the supertree with lights and music. Isn't that great? Awesome right? I had experienced most of the things i love doing and I am blessing my sweet housemates, I saw how happy they are,that is the most fulfilling part. Today I enjoyed archery with my co-volunteers for Kids ministry in the church though i got bruises and body pain. I enjoyed every bit of it. I love new things and sports and adventure and I got to do it with my fellow Lights of this world. Will that be even more enjoyable? After the archery and bountiful Korean Buffet we heads off to Jam Kids Musical Final meeting for the storyline and it was head cracking after a tiring game but after we all finished the whole thing it was a breath of new air. Like a relief and I actually felt good even I am tired. I had a life ahead of me most people would say when they try to see my life outside my spiritual family and outside the church. But for me, being part of the Chuch of God is all I want and where I want to be. I want to be God's Church. I don't just want to live my life to the fullest enjoying what the this world can offer but lost my purpose in the process. I don't want to step my feet on other places but i don't bring the gospel and the Glory of God with me. I don't want to learn new things to please the world rather than please my God. I don't want to enjoy this world with anyone if it actually offends my God. The decision is always ours. Nobody forced you to be in such situation. If you chose to enjoy your life here on earth and be lost in the middle of the Journey then it is your responsibility. I want to live my life in the fullness of my God. He deserves it. I was born because of Him. So, how about you? Have you lost your sense of purpose? |
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